So…..If there really is a God and he did put you togehter in your mother’s womb, like it says in Psalm 139, then that means he was thinking of you way back then. It means he KNEW you before you were even born. If you can accept that then you can accept that he has been with you EVERY moment of EVERY day of you life. That he was there during EVERY event of you life with NO exception. That he saw EVERY single thing you did and EVERY single thing other people did to you.
WHY THEN DID HE LET THIS THAT HAPPEN ?? you ask.
Close your eyes and ask him. GBU